I was first diagnosed with Bipolar II disorder December 1998. I was going through a difficult
depression in the earlier summer and had sought help from my family doctor. I was very tired all of the time, severe headaches and very difficult to be around. When my doctor first told me I was suffering from depression I did not want to believe it! After putting me on more than one antidepressant, with no results a dear friend of mine persuaded me to seek help from a mental health professional. This would be the turning point for me.

I made an appointment with a psychiatrist in September. He immediately recognized the depth of my depression and changed my medications. He had to change them frequently for the first few months. Then in early December he discussed with me what he had suspected from the beginning. I was Bipolar II and I did not have a clue what this meant to me and others. But with the help of my doctor and research of my own it all became a clearer picture for me. At first I went through denial and would not accept that something was wrong with me. But after I did things came a little easier for me. Things that did not make sense in my life earlier suddenly did! My behavior toward others and myself, my horrible temper and deep depression all had a name! It was a relief.

I have a wonderful supportive husband and daughter. A great doctor and my life is finally coming together. What more could a girl ask for? LOL I am beginning to enjoy hobbies again....sewing, crafts, etc. I am 35 years old and still have so much of my life ahead of me. There will be obstacles but with the support of others I know I can make it!